Forgive and forget... Should I?

My form 1 life is going end 2 more months. Yea, I learnt a lot of lessons during this year, the most important lesson I learnt is friendship. When I just came to this school, I was quite affraid of somethings and I dunno why! Soon, I met a lot of new friends. But later on, I argue with one of my best friends and we just seperate into 2 gang which is seems like enemy.

Time past, she changed, she said sorry and ask for my forgiving. And yea, I did it and we be like last time. Enjoy our laughter. But I got another trouble about friendship. I'm getting tired of being Angela. This is the first time I felt that I'm useless. I don't even know why they paid me unhappy, trouble and tears for my regret?

I was crying when I'm writting this post. I'm not showing off and I don't need any encourage. I will be OK after I cried. You will knew that if you really understand me. I'm thinking that, should I forgive and forget? But I don't think I can do that. All I can do is to delete all my sad memories or person who made me sad in my memory card.

I know sometimes what I say is without thinking and maybe hurt you guys, if I really did that to you before, I'm sorry. Really.

At the end, I hope that everyone can know that none is perfect.

Xuan